Hello. I was dx with DID over 14 years ago and I'm still fighting it. I have a T who believes in my dx. and is willing to work with me, but sometimes when I switch it feels so strange and funny that I keep feeling I must be making it up or something. I feel I need definitive answers every time I have a question. I need to know what to do next. Should I try to remember all the abuse? How could there possibly be more than I already remember? Is it possible to try to integrate when every time you hear that word your head shakes "NO" violently against your control? Is there any advise on how to work slowly on accepting the different parts? I appreciate your support. Thanks.