You should be congratulated. Keep asking questions. It isn't everyday that people go out of their way to understand.
It can be very much harder for some to acheive a symptom-free state than others may do. I do just as well with no drugs at all as on any of the ones I have tried up to now. On the other hand it does my heart good everytime I see someone post here that they feel better, however short- or long-lived a condition that turns out to be. A stable, long term course of medication is often the best path to that. I wish you both all the best.
Thanks for droppin' in