Welcome Shannonstar.

I am also DID. Yes it is possible. For me integration was not a choice it just happened and I promise it isn't like the death sceen in the three faces of eve. Its not painfoul and my alters did not die. Integration is just a footlong word for remembering the abuse that happened to you. You can read about integration and the rest of my experiences with having DID, my last therapists and my research on DID and my therapy program for it in my blog called - Me, Myself and I.

To get there just click on the word - Blogs - at the top of the page and then click on my blog title along the right side in a gray box. or my most recent entry listed along the left side.

Sometimes a different page comes up after clicking on blos- Thats the professionals blog page - Doc John and so on. It that page comes up you can get to the members blogs by clicking on the words - get your own - along the left side of the page. then you will see my blog name along the right in the gray box and my most recent entry along the left. Clicking on either will get you into my blog.

Once in my blog click on the letterhead and it will bring up a page with links along the righ side on my main page. Clicking on blog index will bring up a page with all my entrys so you can choose which entrys you want to read.

Hang in there and again welcome