I am posting this prior to going to a funeral... I know that I don't react well to funerals. Meaning I never feel sad or sorrowful or any other typical funeral feeling... I just go entirely numb. And after the funeral, I hate myself for being so numb and then I feel extremely guilty... funeral starts at 6:30(East Coast)... I always have a hard time coping with the fact that I really don't seem to care if the person is dead.