how many of us, for whatever reason... give it to curiosity into science and pschology at a young age..

read up about these kinds of things before anything people deem as a "mental illness" appeared into their lives?

i guess what i'm asking is who here is stuck in that maddening place of seeing both sides of the coin simultaneously at the same time?

it's like being eternally stuck at the crossroads of what you beleive to be "right" and "wrong"
and

you've walked the paths many times before

why does the "wrong" path always look so much more beautiful at times?