Exactly what is the "norm"? ...the root word of "normal." If "the norm" is measured like everything else, as in "average," it takes adding up all the components and then dividing by the number of components. (I'm not sure if I'm explaining this right.

) It takes up a range of variants, doesn't it?
I don't think you're insane. Maybe "eccentric"? LOL Hey, I'm eccentric and proud of it! I like being different from the rest. It's a saying but I think there's much truth in sayings; if you were insane, you'd think the rest of the entire world was insane except you. LOL
Sometimes I find myself wondering why I don't feel the need to ask forgiveness of someone or why I don't feel that I've done something wrong even when someone is upset with me, even when there's lots of someones upset with me. Is this a bit of narsissism?) You seem to know when you have done something you shouldn't have done, but maybe it was just a bad choice you made. Insane people don't have any sense of right and wrong.
In any case, I wouldn't worry too much about it unless your T wants to put you away. LOL Maybe thinking twice before you do some of the things you've done in the past would be a good idea. Ask yourself if you would like it done to you. If the answer is "no," then don't do it.
BTW, how are your strawberries doing?

...and how do you grow strawberries in a hotel room??

Obviously, I've missed something, eh? LOL
Take care of YOU.
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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