Thread: My anxiety
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Old Sep 09, 2012, 07:13 PM
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So, I am new here, and just wanted to give a little background. I've always had anxiety. Mom and Grandmom did too. Growing up, it was expected that I do what I was supposed to, not fight back, stay quiet, etc. I was shy and so I was protected from what my family perceived as harm (other people who might take advantage of me). So, this has been something I've battled all my life. I had an emotional breakdown last year, I really was in bad shape, couldn't function, didn't want to leave, even take my son to the barber. Took meds for a while. Now my son is 3, and I still have pretty bad social anxiety, and it's hard for me to take him places, although I try (like playground, Tumbling Tots at gym). As a result, he is still pretty awkward with other kids, although he is getting better. He is shy, too, and I'm concerned about him going down the same path as I did. Of course, I'm not a very good example now! Trying to stay positive, and stop worrying about things. Worried that kids will not like him or tease him. I don't know why. I have a hard time talking to people myself. I don't know. I guess I'm just looking for advice. Thanks!
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