cant sleep. voices yelling in my head. feear to great to handle. have no T or p-doc yet hope to get one on tues. but only if they will help us. the hospital is sending us to the office on tues. to see if they can help cuz we have no money. we have scripts but no money to fill them. the voices in my head scare me. the things they say. the images they play. omg i cant stop them.

Diana's partner does not want to discuss the situation with me or her. She quiet simply just wants Diana and Kathy to just get along. I have tried to explain to her that this simply will not happen. Diana is on the edge of being terrified by Kathy. Lynn refuses to cooperate and has made it crystal clear that if Kathy touches Diana again there will be dire consequences for it. I am working hard to find a way out of our living situation but with no savings or on hand funds and thousands of dollars in debt it is not easy in the least.