I like your diagnosis...Didgee Disorder and the statement Didgee Eeyou thinks too much. I do that all the time didgee.

One good thing about today...I get to apply today, by invitation, to a position that would put me in food prep which I love, takes me out of dealing directly with customers (yay), would increase my work hours and pay per hour, and is just down the hill from where I live. Be still my beating heart.