I am sorry you are angry too! But Bean is right, leaving it bottled up is worse, I think. But I know that it feels pretty dang crappy right now. (to make an understatement.) I just think it is great that you can identify and express what is going on inside of you right now, and that you are venting.

I really understand where you are coming from. Truly. I won't go into too much because this is your thread, but my dad is an Programming Analyst/Aeronautics Engineer, etc. and has the same attitude.

So I know where you are at, somewhat. I will be thinking of you today.