Hey there Damajdancer

I live in Ireland just incase I sound a bit odd.

Sometimes I feel everyone's 'sober', everyone's got the 'solution', already - which is great... but it feels like mum talking to a child...

I know how you feel about this 'buddy', I think. At least .I discovered my 'buddy' was an ar!se (he was my dealer) , knew all my secrets - (as you do when you're off your face...). He ended blackmailing me for sex in the end. Just remember - men are men - and if you're trashed...

Do you get to that stressed state where you just wrap yourself up in a duvet and pray for the end of the earth?

I have new friends now - they're DJ's and good fun. I'm exposed to alcohol - but I can see that these hard core mothertruckers can do it, without... and that's what makes me go on - if these super cool people can do it - I can't be a lame a!sre about it.

Unfortunately I am though (still not there - but have the rolemodels). At least I have good friends - choose them wisely, stay away from that 'Buddy'.

I just mean well
HC XXXX