I want to say that this is the best day I have had in over a month. Especially after this weekend. I hadn't eaten since saturday and sunday I stayed in bed all day and cried. Monday I had to leave work, I was only there for an hour when I just starting balling, My boss understood and said to go home. Yesterday, I felt a little better, I think it was the fact that I had my doc. appointment to discuss my med.

I have been seeing a therapist and my reg. doc. about my meds, which they are changing from Wellbutrin XL to Effexor, which will be a while till I feel the effects of the Effexor. So I know today's high is not caused by the new medication, I don't know why my mood has changed from dread to lets just say, not as dreadful.

I feel a little guilty for having a good day since some of you are so down.

Please don't take this as gloating, its just that when I tell my husband or friends that I am having a good day or a bad day for that matter they really don't understand.

I so wanted to post on sunday, and even monday for that matter but my computer decided that it wasn't going to cooperate.

My wish is for all of you to have A Good Day, even if that means, just getting out of bed, making a cup of coffee, and just looking outside.

You guys have gotten me through some black days, even if I didn't post or reply I would read the support you gave and got.

THANK YOU