I would love to have someone to talk to, if anyone can?
I've lost loved ones because of getting so disillusioned by my own misery. I have an intense and ongoing feeling of fear/dread. I want to get my life in order and to start to feel happy once more but I keep going back to blaming myself for the situation I'm in now, despite knowing how thinking like this will do me no good whatsoever. I keep having strong and uncontrollable surges of emotion.
I'm taking Prozac, but am only in the second week after starting and I have a therapy session booked in 4 weeks time.