I posted here a few months ago but not too many people replied..im 26yo male who considers himself straight, ive been with plenty of women and enjoy everything about the female body. however ever since puberty ive had these very strong urges to be with a man. More specifically being a
bottom for an older top. As in, i want to be the girl and more fem. I did experiment once when i was about 19, met a guy off internet, ended up having sex in his car. it felt good, but i didnt once get an erection, infact i asked him to stop and he did...i felt terrible and guilty about myself for YEARS!!!
the urges got less and less but they have been really strong lately. ive been talkin to guy online for awhile now and im not sure if i should go through with it or not..i DONT want to feel that way again, i am a single father and that would make me feel like less of a man in someway, but the urges are so strong i need help!!! will these thoughts go away ever? am i crazy/bipolar/gay/curious/bi or something? i dont know whats wrong with me!