i have disability.

idk how it happened.

it all happened so fast.

sometimes i feel like im all smoke and mirrors but i know im not.
i feel like sometimes my personality is being seen as my dx.
because ive come to realize that my much of my personality TO ME is being diagnosed. you know?
and then im told that im not normal and that so much of what i do isnt normal at all. not like that not worded like that but in doctors words. you know?
so much of me i dont understand what is considered not okay.