I recently went to my psych doctor.... He told me during the visit "You are on a lot of meds" It used to be when I was sick and taking a lot of stuff I thought it was cool to be on so much. Now I am just wondering can anyone tell me what I should be actually benefiting from being on Risperdal, Depakote, Wellbutrin, Atenolol, Hydroxyzine? I know the basic mental reasons, but I am starting to feel a unwanted norm of a mood coming on lately that hasn't changed. It's not quite parred up with happiness, and it's somewhat boredom, but it's not quite sadness. I don't exactly know what I am going through. I am 27 with Schizzoaffective, Depression problems, and anxiety occasionally. My mood just seems to be off a little and I did just recently go up on Wellbutrin XL dose. Anyone with these similar meds what gets you through each day?