I keep wishing I could get "worse" so I could go to the psych ward. I'm in college and on my 4th week already, but 24/7 I feel like theres homework and studying and classes to go to, and it never stops. I was out of school for 2 years because I just couldn't handle it, and now I am back in and wondering when will my breaking point be. I just wish I could turn everything off for a day. But even if I decide I wont do homework for 1 day, I still think about everything that needs to be done, and I cant stop thinking about it. I had a test last week that I thought i would get 100% on since it was fairly easy, but i only got a B... how will I do on my even harder exams? I have a speech tomorrow for public speaking class, and I'm really nervous and tense about it. Will this be how I feel the rest of the semester, just because of this public speaking class, since I have like 7 or 8 more speeches to do throughout the semester? And don't get me started on art history, I don't know how art history can be so confusing, but the teacher does a good job at making it seem that way. I just feel so much pressure and cant get any relief.