Thanks, Jan. I made it through today much better, but I still feel some effects from yesterday. I kind of wish I could see my T tomorrow instead of in a few days. I won't want to talk about yesterday at all, but bits and pieces will come out from being associated with other things. T got alot of info in all those voice mails about what was going on and my feelings and thoughts. He will have plenty of options on things for us to talk about.

I thought that last weeks appointment went remarkably well and that I was able to share more. I left there thinking, "Wow!" I should have said something to him.

Still, I have this feeling that sooner or later he or somebody will put me in the hospital.