I will be too afraid to discuss the primary details, I think. I am so afraid of showing emotion in front of people. I am afraid that what if I might cry?! I am sure he could tell that I was crying that day. I am sure that everyone who heard from me could tell. Now that its happened, tho, (and in so many voice mails all in the one day) I suppose its the start of the process to one day being comfortable actually doing it in front of him--or maybe someone else.