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Sep 11, 2012, 10:16 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Dearheart, I'm not pretending that I don't know what depressiion is, cause I do. I don't necessarily feel grateful either, but I hate to admit it. LOL I don't particularly feel any joy either. I can't get elated about anything. I hate Chriatmas. I wish they'd ban it.  I get SO depressed around that time of year that i could jump off a cliff very easily. And I'm on medication! 
I don't think your life has been wasted. I venture to say that you've made an impression on a person or two. Even if it's just one, that's wonderful!  That's one person who will remember you.
You've maintained a marriage for what I assume is quite a few years, which nowadays is no easy task! You are to be applauded for that! That's not easy to do when it's so easy to get OUT of a marriage these days!
Depression sucks, I know. Even tho we may have a list of accomplishments a mile long, we can still feel depressed. For me, the only way out of it was therapy and medication. If I hadn't done that, I would have been dead by now.  I had to talk to a therapist and get the garbage out from years ago, plus get on medication so that I didn't stuff things anymore like I was used to doing.
Why not try therapy? And/or medication? You need to do something before this depression eats you alive. It will. I wish you the very best. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee 
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The truth shall set you free but first it will make you miserable..........................................Garfield
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