thanks, friends. you know when your eyes feel like someone sandpapered them? i haven't had that feeling in years and i swear someone sneaked in and did ours......

we'll know at p.m. about the match. but no one is acting as if it's going to happen. if not, dialysis.......and i cannot even discuss that with him...try as i may.......and then wait. i'll be back in texas soon and then i'll really start the WORRYING more......