You are ABSOLUTELY 1000000000000% worth it, Tinkerbell. You have so much beauty and so much worth. It breaks my heart that you can't see it, but I know that in time, you will. Your T really cares about you, as do all of we. I say call one of the numbers she gave you and see if someone can help. We are all here to listen, too!

You are amazing and you have done so many great, kind things just by posting and being a loving member of the PC community. You have a great heart, dear, and I really believe that you will get to the point where you can fully live and enjoy each day, knowing how wonderful you are, flaws and all. I really hope that you reach out to your T (she will *not* see you as a bother, I promise) and/or those numbers.

Love,
Sunshine