Thread: I blew it!
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Old Sep 11, 2012, 03:51 PM
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Originally Posted by adel34 View Post
Hi Rainbow,
I'm so sorry the session was so hard today! I was hoping you guys would have a nice connecting session after these past couple weeks. I'm sorry it didn't work out that way.
Maybe t was just having a bad day? And that's why she seemed more far away? Don't worry about e-mailing you've been doing so well with that, that having a slip up is normal. I'm sure that if you guys can talk on the phone, or even just have a better session next time then you'll be back moving forward again. Thinking of you!
Great that she wants to talk with the DBT leader so the
Thanks so much for answering. I know you have a lot going on and you're tired! I read your thread and will respond when I can.

I don't think t is having a bad day. Since I decided not to email, and to join a DBT group, she's being firmer with me. She didn't tell me that but I feel it. I know it. She wants to help me to help myself, but I'm fighting myself, as others have pointed out. It's hard to change something I've done for my whole life!! I don't like this somatic experiencing stuff she's doing but I agree it might help me. I'd rather talk and she wants to do this instead.

I hope the DBT leader will want to talk with my T. I don't know if that's allowed, encouraged, or frowned upon.