Today is one of those days when I feel like running away from everything.

I feel like putting all my money in my pocket, getting in my car, and driving until I don't even know where I am. People don't understand that I get tired, too. I need a break sometimes, too. I'm human. I can't do it all for everyone all the time.

I AM HUMAN.. I need time for myself. I need time to just be me. I need time away from being a wife... away from screaming kids... away from the financial worries...just away from everything. I can't take it. I can't keep going without seeing some sort of relief for myself.

I don't think anyone should be expected to do everything all the time. But I am. I'm a wife, mother, friend, daughter, sister, maid, councelor, nurse, cook...etc... all the time without a break.

Am I being a baby? Should I just suck it up and get over it? Am I allowed to feel like this, or am I being selfish? I was raised to just shut up, get over it, and do what you have to do no matter what. Is that the way it's really supposed to be? I always get confused when I start to feel like this, because I have a hard time determining right from wrong with situations such as this one.

Anyone?