I did it again! I want to shake sense into myself. I was with two ex bf this week. I thought they missed me, but I think they were just horny!!!! I can't believe myself. Why do I always give in???? How do i walk away? I just don't know how to say goodbye forever. It just hurts so much becasue I gave all my heart with both of them. I just want to stay connected forever, but I can't because I realize they will always want me sexually and I can't say no. So sorry Im here again so soon...