I just want to say I understand. much of my system is unknown. all i can say for real is that is is not very big. and there are not many littles.
but I can't stand to be shouted at, or have rough hands on me. it's the one thing that causes me to become violent myself. it's such a sudden thing that i don't realize it's happening.
but I have a part that eats it up. that pines for it. that wants to got looking for someone to treat us truely badly. cruely even.
I can't allow that. they either do not know, (and i am often very surprised at what ther others don't know) or they simply do not care about the consequences to the whole of us.
like i said, i'm not much help. but i undestand.