7 years ago i figured out what i feel started my illness or at least triggered it, and now 7 years later i figured out the other half of that, and 10 years ago it probably would have been found by a psychologist pretty quickly,there is really no reason to go into details because i cannot type it out correctly or explain years worth of things that have happened, and 7 years ago i was also diagnosed, but as far as me ever having like a therapist i am not sure why that never was, but also before 7 years ago i was never aware of the fact that i had an illness or what started it just a reaction from it towards certain people, and from the time my illness started i fell further into isolation, it to me makes sense how it started the reasoning why and i feel now that it wasn't anything that was pulled or done on purpose, i at least now have closure on how everything started and hopefully i can keep working to resolve things with my illness and life that make things easier