Recently school started again. I transferred and got into a magnet high school. I worked my absolute butt off to get into it. It's nationally ranked and I'm in the art major they have there. But at the time I applied, I feel I was a bit looney. And immediately went into depression after all my work was done and I was accepted. I was depressed the whole summer. Once it started again I was okay. At least I thought. I think of suicide all the time and I'm depressed easily. Bummer. I can't let my depression get me down this year. Not this year. Here, I have a chance of getting kicked out if I let my grades slip below a B to C average. I don't want that to happen. I love this school too much. But today, I was crying and kept my head down and worked at a snail's pace because I couldn't find the motivation to do anything else. It'll get worse. I know it will. Any advice on how to handle depression with school before it actually does?