i think a lot of the time i feel guilty. Like i have no real reason for ever feeling like this. I have 2 good loving parents. They took me in when i was 2 and i really don't have any memories of before them.

So as sky mentioned when i feel unwanted and unloved it doesn't even make any sense to me why. But its there.

Special thanks to rhubarbpie too cause i hate crying as well. I never use to before this, now its like i cry every night. If i'm not then i'm sitting up watching tv till 4 am when i finally fall alseep