Don't feel better. Just reading things online> Just barely keeping myself from running around and I still NEED to talk and go and even if someone talks back I can't stand to wait for them to finish. When I walk its like I'm floating along. My feet don't even touch the floor. This computer is tethering me to the chair but I'm bouncing to music. Need need need need to SING! Don't wanna call pdoc. Don't wanna take more zyprexa. Don't wanna don't wanna. I'm not seeing things or hearing things and I've taken all my meds. I am WOUND UP WILD! I want hugs from everybody and to dance dance dance. If I keep taking my meds its all okay. Its all okay. It only my fault if I quit taking them. But I won't. I won't. They aren't working but I won't quit. I won't.