Today is the day. I spilled the beans about my attraction to T the other day through email. He was so very understanding and amazing about it. He said it shows some growth on my part being attracted to someone who cares about me. He also said that it's totally okay, shows my bravery, and wants to talk to me face to face about it. GAH!

So he squeezed me for today. We will probably talk about boundaries and how normal my feelings are. I'm so lucky to have such a skilled T who doesn't shy away from the messy stuff and is there for my constantly. Hard to not be attracted to a man like that.

Wish me luck! Pocket riders would be awesome, as I'm really nervous and will probably want to run from the room!