Thank you everybody! I'm excellent at Freudian slips, so's my T...

It went 'okay'. He seemed somewhat nervous himself. I giggled like an idiot because it's what I do when I am nervous, and he was smiling like an idiot.

So, it's all good. It's not interfering with therapy so it doesn't need to be 'dealt with'.

He did say some wonderful things about me. That I have an artists soul, and that he and I are much alike 'soul wise'.. and that our souls are interconnected. We exist together in the metaphysical sense, I suppose. Not sure if that's supposed to make me feel better!

Then we got on the topic of my husband and how I have no attraction to him and how.. awful my marriage is. I lelt feeling really sad about that and fired off a bunch of emails to T. Lucky him!

I have a serious attraction to him. I think he might have a touch of counter-transference going on. He said he knew I was attracted to him before I told him. Ugh! But I trust he can handle this.

Back to fantasy land I go...