Jillers... speaking strickly from experience, yes, there will be regrets. What can I say? Such a dynamic woman as you? I can't see you sitting in the house, day in and day out without some sort of an outlet.
What about the desensitization? Been working on it? How about meds for anxiety? I don't remember whether you take them or not.
Get your floaties and your life raft and whatever else you need... oh, yes! Hippo! LOL Let's go for a sail!
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