Swimming far away, swimming through emotions - each distinct yet one piece... The jello that is my mind... All smooth. It is the only consistency in this world. Just miles of jello and me, moving and floating through life. I loves me and I am near suffocation . l. I can breathe on my own now, in this new womb, this love, I swim in its cool embrace ... All mania and sorrow combined and wrapping me in bliss.