Thanks for sharing this on here, and I'm sorry you are in this bad situation. I would encourage you to follow through on your plan to have him leave. And it sounds like you really know this has to end. If you feel the urge to return, come back on here and get support maybe? When I hear things like he stole your computer and then lied about it, on top of being physically abusive at times? That's not okay, I hope you will choose to end the marriage. You deserve much better than that!
I hope to keep hearing from you on here and that things start to improve for you!
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
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