((((My))) I am sorry you are hurting so much. It must be very painful. I realize the obvious would be to delete or deactivate your FB account but I know that isn't going to happen

Have you spoken with your T about this?

It is so important to get these feelings out: All of your feelings. I know it may hurt a lot to talk about it, but I truly believe you will not be able to move forward until you get it all out and find a peaceful resolution. You deserve that for yourself.

Also, it truly is NOT fair to your fiance. You cannot start a new life with someone while you have unresolved feelings for someone from your past.

(I have been through a lot relationship-wise, too, and the only way I have been able to move forward is by speaking with a T. Feelings are tricky. Sometimes they don't make sense, so we get stuck).

Please continue posting and let us know how you are doing
Rose