I've been training the past two weeks to work as an elementary school as a health and nutrition mentor. It's been triggering a fear in me that I haven't felt since I was a little kid and I've been remembering things I did wrong and things kids said. We did an exercise today to line up as to whether you identify as a victim or a bully, and I was at the extreme end of the victim and I realized that all of my fears of not being good enough, failing, letting people down, and my fears of screwing up my teaching position all stems to bullying that has been going on from elementary to high school. I want to give my everything to these kids, but I'm worried that my fairs will cause me to screw up and not have the right amount of energy or doing the activities wrong or having the kids think I'm a terrible tutor.

I am currently therapist-less until end of September/October as I will be getting a new temporary therapist. I'm worried I'm not going in the right direction, but my mom's telling me I'm doing great and that she's proud of me.

Not sure if this is a rant, but how do I get over my fears and being unsure of myself?