when my first T ditched me , i was devestated... the shame, the sadnesss, the hatred toward her was unbearable...
i could care less what others said as I was hurting, emotionally bleeding...
some how i was able to press on look for another, i was hurting , I didnt want another, I wanted her...my xT the one who rejected me... but hindsight well its 20/20.. (like you didnt see that coming) .. my new T way better fit, God brought me to him and lead me away from her. even though myheart was broken whn we split... and it was, i was so lost... it lead me to him..... so even when it doesnt feel if you break it off with a T , know it will get better ... your fit will be found...it just may take accepting that some dont fit.
i used to drive by her office on purpose... to see if she was there... today i drove by on accident and it didnt matter, as i am getting over her... Thank God and New T
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