Hi Canders,
I know that I have not been a member of this site for very long, but I honestly know how you feel. Everyone that I have ever loved has left me (except for my current husband, and I'm wondering if/when he will leave. I'll be your friend, and you can PM me anytime you need something, and I'll do my best to help you. You don't have to go it alone!
Take Care,
Angel
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