This may be too much for some readers please be aware THIS IS highly triggering on SA

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Tonight I woke from a dream. It had to do with some SA from my childhood. Some of the things and one person in my dream may not be true BUT I woke very .....VERY *aroused* NOT upset as a normal person would be. The nature of the dream would have most people sick and upset but not be I am very reved up and ready for action if you get my drift.

I feel like a pig and very demented. Yet I would have sex with anyone who walked in the door at this moment. I do not think I can report this to my T. Not that I do not trust him but it's very embarrassing and what I would report is vile...yet I am on this odd swing of being almost crazed. I am demented