I've not always been a tiny person, but I'm pretty small now (or was) and am now finding myself putting on 10lbs in two months or so. For someone with an ED and who fears fat more than death this is agonizing, which I'm sure you've had some experience of unfortunately too. It's just that I'm getting SO desperate to lose weight, and I've nevver been this obssive in reguards to this before, so I cant help but blame it on the zoloft. I've stopped taking it, though my doc doesnt know this yet. I never got up the never to say anything to him last mon when i saw him. I feel ashamed as being so vain and obsessive I guess. But he will have to know next mon when i see him. I doubt this is just me filling out, seeing as im only 19 (and barely that even). I wish I could deal with, but i cant/wont. I too GORGE myself when there is anything chocolate or bad for me in sight, which why i have to obsess and calculate my grocery shopping. ugh.

Thanks for the support It really helps to know im not alone out here afterall