Hey sunshine,
I wimped out at my doc appointment :: I know no one can help me if they dont know whats wrong, but theres alot of shame in it because people tend to patronize me for needing to lose weight when they think i am too thin already. So i didnt say anything. We just got caught up in other fun topics such as my cutting, and befiore i knew it time was up and i was being ushered out. But i will tell him this coming up monday, especially since im NOT taking it and don't plan on it due to this sideeffect. I know this is inherent in many ssris. but ive had nothing but luck so far in that ive LOST weight on others so far. I definately have an ED in some form. My doctor even mentioned those words to me for the first time a week or so ago. It's an obsessive form of anorexia with some bulemic tendencies, but im not in a danger category yet or anything which why it is ignored for the most part. I wish the medicine would free me from worrying about it and i could just focus on feeling better, but this consumed me and i can think about nothing but ballooning up and gaining weight. Thanks for the advice darlin I WILL make myself talk to my Pdoc on mon, i WILL. Ugh

*hugs*