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Old Sep 13, 2012, 01:33 AM
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Originally Posted by Miswimmy1 View Post
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I am so incredibly pissed off at you. Your social life should have no influence on my therapy. But you've been "off". And now I know why. It's one thing to not be here because of a show. That's ok. But I can see your daughters facebook wall. And I know she's in town. That's why you have been off- responding late to my emails, dismissing me in texts. I am important too! I am in need! I feel like I'm losing you. And now I know why. Because I am. I will never be like your own child. Forget any of those fantasies. I won't ever be your favorite. But the visit is like a punch in the face. Not only am I reminded that I'm not, but you are too. You look at me and compare me to her.

I want to kick myself for being knowledgable. I want to hit myself for thinking that you could ever love me. I feel like it was all a joke. I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to do anything. I want to go cry.

Miswimmy
((Wimmy))

It's true. You'll never be family. Outside of session you really have no claim on your therapist.

But within that session, you should have her attention 100%.
Within that session, you should be the first, last and only person in her world.

It's a brutal lesson in taking turns, and it's very difficult to accept.
Crying is a sensible response.

Good luck and take care.
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