I'm so it's so hard right now. Thank you for the trigger warning.

It's times like this that I had a learned understanding of the brain and how it works, but I don't.

I can say that we have NO control nor responsibily about dreams. I can also say that I think our minds go on "overload" sometimes from things that were done to us. It's simply not our fault, but we're left to deal. I think our minds will do some pretty wild things to help it not be so bad...include viewing it differently, denying it, even dissociating it away...all things we can't control.

You were hurt. It's not your fault.

Consider telling t what you've put here without the detail? T doesn't have to know exact detail to try to help you out with this one. I told t many things without detail...

GL and please let us know what you decide.

KD