I was driving to a wedding where I was a bridesmaid and I crashes the truck my grandfather gave to me when he passed. I couldn't stop crying and shaking on the side of the road. I called my mom and told her I didn't want to live anymore; she told me to go straight to ER. They admitted me for three days and it changed my life. I thought I would be a zombie but medication has helped me not be so extreme all the time.