Wow I can relate to So many different parts of your stories. I was so depressed a few years ago and wouldn't do anything. When i did, it wasnt good stuff I admit as a married woman-I became kinda promiscuous. Not knowing why. Just did it. Alot while I drank. I was known for being a "*****". Lost respect from so many people of course. Then I'd buy expensive stuff without thinking on impulse. Computers, cars, TVs, Coach purses, you name it I just wanted it all. Then I'd argue nonstop with everyone. Didn't matter how small the discussion it was I'd make a nonstop argument over it My family was just disgusted with me and I brought this all up to my GP. He said he sensed bipolar cuz Wellbutrin seemed to worsen things. PDOC tested me and said there is no doubt I'm BP 1. Lamictal has changed me entirely. No more impulses or promiscuity. Still figh the arguments and depression. Seeing PDOC tomorrow because that seems out of control lately again :-(. Thanks for everyone's stories