Ugh.

I am not doing well today.

I feel very shut off from the rest of the world, even though I got out and had lunch with friends.

I just want to be someone else. Someone with their shiz together.

Just feeling a little blue. I watched part of "Days of Our Lives" online and kept thinking, "What a cool job, to be an actress. But I wonder if they wake up not wanting to go to work and pretend to be someone else."