I love to write..and I have been told my whole life that I have a gift for it..and I always kept a diary or journal of some kind..but for some reason this always got me into trouble..SOMEONE always found it..read it and exposed me..My mother was the worst..I could try and hide it the best I could..she would find it and use it against me..so to this day I have trouble trusting myself to write my TRUE feelings in a book that I feel so vulerable that someone might find. I live thousand of miles away from my mother..but now I am married and I think I would be truly embarressed if my hubby read some of the things that trouble my mind. I long to write, but I don't trust it..not anymore..makes me sad!