Thank you so very much all of you for caring about me!
I guess I got some good thoughts and ideas out of this visit. She was here for 2 hours.

Most of all I feel like this though:

Naked

taking off my pants
turning them inside out
contents from pockets- falling out
revealing
showing
standing naked on the floor
nothing left to hide
nude from head to toe
exposed
looked at
embarrassed
naked
this life of mine
ashamed
hurt
feeling low
now you know
it all
I do not want this
worthless


This is how I’m feeling now, after my welfare officer has left my home.