Wolfin, I read your post and I honestly looked at your name again to see if I had written it. Not the interview part but the rest of it. I can soooo understand why the interview made you feel that way. It would have done that to me as well. I have had brain injuries and brain infections and can sympathize with you completely. Can you talk to your boss and maybe explain better how things are for you. Do you get along with your co-workers? Sometimes it's just that you stay to yourself too much. You are a very valuable person and NOT a piece of trash. I can so relate. If you need or want to talk you can pm me anytime.